Saturday, November 15, 2003 :::
 
Tonight, I was stood up.

Stood up on my birthday.

I have a history of things like this.

A day or two ago, someone said to me, "Birthdays are important to you, aren't they?"
I replied, "Only that they demonstrate how neglected I am."
(Slight paraphrasing)

And it was really a rather accurate way to express my feelings.

Last year, alone.
21st birthday, I solicitated a girl from the internet and guilted her into accompaning me to a nightclub in Austin. We never saw each other again. (You can find her very interesting website at http://www.bookslut.com/)
This year, waited for my friend to call me. She never did.

It's really depressing.

::: posted by Matthew at 12:59 AM --



Friday, November 14, 2003 :::
 
Happy birthday to me.

23 is fucking old.

goddamit.

::: posted by Matthew at 10:16 PM --